chalo yahan se..Ayesha ne Sidra ka bazu khenchte huva kaha tha..jo k Atif Aslam k song par excitement ka ezhar krte huve enoy kr rhi thi..
Uff kya huva kahan jana hai? itna maza to aa rha hai.. sidra ne Ayesha pocha tha..TUm b enjoy kro,..ye keh kr woh phir is hajoon me baki logo ki tarha jhoom jhoom kr song enjoy kr rhi thi..song khatam hone par...har tarf phir se be'shamar aawazen gonji.Once more..Once more...
Ayesha k liye yahan ek lamha b aur khara hona mushkil ho gya tha..woh is hajoom se nikal kr dor ek phoolon ki kiyari k pas pare bench par beth gyi..
aj in k college me annual cultural Mela tha..sath me concert b arrange kia gya tha..jis me Atif Aslam ko bulaya gya tha..yahan logo ka josh-o-kharoosh dekhne se taluq rakhta tha..us ne or Sidra ne b is kafi tyariyan ki thi..
lekin ab us ka dil yahan se bhag jane ko chah rha tha..ajeeb si gabrahat or ghutan mehsoos ho rhi thi..
sham hone ko thi..suraj garoob hone ka tha..sara asman gulabi or udas lg rha tha..
itne me kahen dor se Maghrib ki azan ki awaz us k kano me pari..
Hayyi ala al-Salah , Hayyi ala al-Falah
aao namaz ki tarf aao kamyabi ki tarf
us ne ek nazr is hajoom par dali thi ajeeb si kefiyat me us ne in lafzon ko khud duhraya tha..
aao kamyab(bhalai) ki tarf..yani hum sb galat simat pe chal rahe hain..us k andr se aawaz aayi thi..
us ka dil boht ghabra rha tha..ek anso us ki ankh se gira tha..
YAHI WOH LAMHE HOTE HAIN IDRAK K LAMHE,JB SHAORI YA LA'SHAORI TOR PAR HUM KHUD KO DHONDHTE HAIN..ULAJH JATE HAIN..INNHI ULAJHON SE PHIR SULJHAN K RASTE NIKALTE HAIN..
us ne nazren upar uthai pas hi khara ek larka ajeeb si narzon se us ki tarf dekh raha tha..Ayesha ko us waqat us ki nazron se shadid ghin mehsos huvi thi,us ka bareek shafun ka dopata,dopata hone ka maqsad pora krne se qasar tha..
phr woh dopata durst krte huve wahan se uthi,achanak use Sidra aati huvi dikhai di..
Yar kahan thi tum?..itna maza aa rha tha..kya huva Ashu?us ne Ayesha ki tarf gor se dekhte huve kaha tha..
kuch nhi huva chalo yahan se..Ayesha ne be'zari se jawab diya tha..
thek hai chalo..college bus b nikalne wali ho gi..
woh dono gate se bahir nikal kr bus me aa kr bethi..jahan larkiyan khush'gappiyon me masroof then,
khirki k sath wali seat pe Sidra k sath beth gyi thi..bahir sham gehri ho rhi thi..aur charon tarf roshanian jal rahi the..
sidra ne khase ache mood me us se phr pocha tha..Ashu kya huva?ye tumhara mood itna bhuja bhuja sa kyun hai?
kuch khas nhi bs wese hi..us ne phir ek bar talne ki koshish ki thi..lekin ye sidra yon kb manne wali thi..
sidra tumhe nhi lgta hum galat simat me ja rhe hain..aj main ne ye baat shiddat se mehsos ki hai,hum jb se college me aaye hain..aaye roz isi tarha k functions hote hain..kbi night function,concert,cultural mele..jis me humara culture kahen b dekhne ko nhi milta..
choro yar to is waja se tumhara mood ajeeb sa huva para hai..yar ye to sb enjoyment k liye hain,tefreeh k liye,ye sb to shok hote hain is age me..sidra ne kaha tha
bari baat hai kya hum itni pasti par hain k humari tefreeh ,humare shok is qadr ghatiya ho gye hain,yahan values,mazhab or tehzeeb ka koi khayalnhi rakha jata ..hum dosron ki cheezon k peche bhag rhe hain na..un k rang me rangna hum apne liye fakhar mehsoos krte hain isi liye aj hum is quman pe hain,na humari koi pehchan hai na khudi..
hum khud apni pehchan bholte ja rhe hain..khud apni or apni cheezon ki izat nhi krte or kon humari izat kre ga..hum khud hi apne ap ko mita rahe hain..
ok..thek hai ..lekin Ashu yahi age hai humari,tum itna mat socho or bas jo hai use enjoy kro..achi khasi tyari ki thi hum ne ab pata nhi tumhare sar pe kya bhoot sawar ho gya hai..
life is like icecream .enjoy it,before it's melt.,sidra ne muskarate huve kaha tha..
wah kya phisolophy hai..sidra zara ghor kro k agr humari zindgi is se pehle ki melt ho jaye k jb hum ne apne liye apni zaat ki baqa k liye..aane wale kal(aakhrat)k liye kuch kia hi na ho..to???
han ye baat to waike hi sochne wali hai..sidra ne Ayesha ki baat se itifaq kia tha..
lekin shayed humara zameer hi murda hai.,aahista aahista hum galat sahi ki tameez kho rahe hain..dunya k sath qadam milane ki soch me hum dor-e-jahalat ki tarf ja rhe hain..
har shaakh pe ullu baitha hai anjam-e-gulistan kya hoga..?ALLAMA IQBAL ka ek shair is sitaution pe use yaad aaya tha..hume khud apne zameer ko jagana ho ga..
ye kehte huve us ne khirki se bahir dekha tha yahan..halki halki barish ho rhi thi..aj galat or sahi k idraq ki chand bondon ne use b bighoya tha..lekin ye to sirf ibtida thi..abi to HAQ k raste me aane wale nafs ki lambi faseel ko girana baki tha..