see my thinking and experiences of life are different...main khoj me vishwas karta hu...manne pe nahi...even in shiva temple my mother told me to remove my shoes before entering the temple...i asked why..she told god will become angry...later at that day when my mother was not there i entered into temple wearing shoes ..kept shoes on shiva just to make him angry...so that he kill me...i thought let me be killed but if shiva become angry i will come to know that he is not god...but miracle happened...my fear vanished...and i found myself deeply in love with him...
i m interested in muhammad and not much for kuran...i m for krishna but not much for geeta...i know if i know krishna/muhammad i will know geeta/kuran..and many untold geeta and kuran...also...i dont judge krishna from geeta...he is beyond geeta....geeta is just small creation of him....true understanding of kuran/geeta iis only with muhammad/krishna...bcoz he is the creator...others just guessing and interpreting..like groping in the dark aur jo chahe meaning nikalte hai...and then in the name of good,fear,faith,commandment,saja they condition public...psychologist say upto seven years baccha jo bhi seekhta hai...wo uski total life ki memory ka 70% hota hai...and this 70% memory has overpowering influnce on his whole life...he cannot escape..so bachpan me jo memory me bhara gaya...aadmi par uska prabhav rahta hai..
